Tuesday, 27 November 2012

重返出生地 =)



从2011年3月到现在,我似乎已经释放了自己好久~ 这里,已经被我搁置了好久好久,我已经不知道以前多少个人看过我的文笔,但可以确定的是,我一定退步了很多。那天回学校,老师说 Mr Tham still recognize you as the girl in 劲草,呵呵。这两个字,以及“白翼”这两个字好像已经消失了好久,但从这一刻开始,我,回来了 =)

这里,是 zxj 故事的开始,是白翼诞生之地(其实最初是在msn space 的)。随着时间的流逝,我想,很多人都忘了部落格这地方。或许,这是我个人的执著吧~ 我因着我的故事在这里成长,认识了这漂亮文字,投入了文学,到遗忘了它们,到重新归来。。。

这里记载了我人生一个很重大的转折点。今天早上,我把一些文章都重读了一遍,好多好多的回忆都浮现在我的脑海里。天啊,最强烈的感觉竟然是好比一个小孩子在阅读着大人的日记,而两者却是同一个人!是的,中学毕业后,我就好像过了好久的小孩子生活,把zxj 封锁了在这里。

我记得吕育陶还有另一位大马诗人曾评过我的诗,说我有大将之风,而我竟然离弃文字那么久。不该啊不该。。。我不是天生的写作之才,但文字却是我一路走来,代我说话的伙伴。我既然被赐了这伙伴,同时也身为华人的我,岂能忽略它。

这部落格会重新开启,记载一切。是华语或是英语的,我都会把它们记载在这里。且让这成为我以后可以慢慢阅读的故事吧 ~

                                                                                    这,
同时象征了 zxj 的归来 =)

Friday, 18 November 2011

Pasar malam~ =D

Yesterday, I went to the pasar malam at Chao Yang with Lian and Min Wen. Talking about it, this was the first time we go out together to pasar malam since we moved here and this was Lian's first time to pasar malam in Selangor XD

So, we took a taxi to the pasar malam directly after class. By the time we reached there, most of the stalls had not set up yet due to it was still kinda early and it was drizzling. We walked for a few rounds there to search for food =P There was a small period of time we had to stand in front of those shops to prevent ourselves from getting wet because of the heavy rain.

The reason why I felt like writing about this day is because there were a lot of nice moments and unforgettable experience happened in this day. Firstly, it was not that nice as Min Wen spoilt my slipper when we were walking! She was walking behind me, then she accidentally stepped on my slipper and my slipper has to undergo operation again~ At first, I thought of fixing it with stapler but it couldn't really work. Luckily, as we were walking, a man saw us and asked me whether I want to buy a new slipper or not. Obviously my answer would be a yes. Then he sold an Angry Bird slipper to me hahaha. From what I heard as he was talking to his friends, he earned RM1.80 from the RM10~

Then, we passed by a stall which selling sweet potato ball. The stall named 金马伦番薯蛋, as the words are written in 繁体 style, Lian read it as 偷番薯蛋 lol!! The hawker even laughed at him~ After that, we sat down at one of the stalls and they ate penang asam laksa. As usual, I'm picky towards food so I didn't eat that =P As we were chatting at there, we talked about JPA scholarship and somehow the topic related to 兽医. Min Wen thought that 兽医 is someone that help the women to give birth to a child --> 妇产科医生!lol!!! There was one more stall selling salted fish tofu (咸鱼豆腐), Min Wen interpreted that as the fish made into tofu shape and salt is added on it =.= We were seriously laughing until stomach pain at there =DD

After all, the siew mai stall still not yet open, so we went home without it :( We walked for so long and could not get a taxi. Due to this was our first time, we had been turning around to search the way out. At the end of it, we reached the Taman Bahagia LRT Station hahaha~ 


A tiring yet fun-filled day =D

Saturday, 14 May 2011

Birthday Surprise for Sa Tham =P


Today, we planned to give Marissa a surprise for her birthday haha. Before this, we were trying so hard not to let her know about our plan. I remembered the most challenging part was when she asked us to go out for badminton. We were like sms-ing each other, thinking of excuses and finally, we made her gave up =P I contacted her mum for help too, luckily I got save her mum's number last time XD

This morning, we (ck, dy, wy, kx, sy, vian n I) gathered at Mid Valley. We tried to test Marissa whether she knew what was going on or not lol. We was thinking that she had not yet wake up, but when she suddenly called back me, I was like........er, how am I going to answer? Summarize of all these, the part for preparation and hiding the plan from her were challenging.

Anyway, after that we've decided to change the venue to her house. After getting approved from her mum, we went into her house and started to set up everything. We've put the cake in the fridge, set up the hi-fi in her room and prepared her favourite song for her (the process no need to describe =P ). Besides, Diing Yienn would play the birthday song using piano once she stepped in the house. After all these, we hid in her room and waited for her to come back.

Once she opened the door, Diing Yienn started to play the song. Inside the room, we could hear her saying "why are you here?!" lol. Then, we clicked on the song and obviously the power of the hi-fi attracted her. After she entered, she felt so happy or I should say a little surprised seeing so many of us there. She kept asking "why are we here" and didn't notice the existance of the hi-fi, sad case =.=

After a few surprise moments, we went out to cut the cake and she told us what she felt. We thought our plan would go very success, but she told us her mum spoilt the plan already =.= She knew that we would come but just didn't expect Shi Yi would come too lol. Nevermind, we already tried our best and we did surprise her a little bit too ^^

After that, we got some catch up with each other and had Mc D as lunch. We kept on asking Kai Xiang and Chun Kit to tell their stories lol. We also mentioned about the JPA scholarship, it was a sad case for Shi Yi, I could see that she tried so hard to hide her dissappointment. Then, we had a story listening session, listening to Chun Kit's story and we played mahjong too. I learnt it during Chinese New Year, yet I forgot how to play already =.=

I went back home with Vian at 4pm while they continued their day. I needed to visit my dad. Nevertheless, I enjoyed the day with them =D

Happy Birthday Noob Sa =P

Friday, 6 May 2011

第六天

七个小时半的等待。。。
独自归家的夜晚。。。
接而连三的电话。。。
我,告诉自己不许哭。 

今天爸爸去动手术了。一大清早,我陪着妈妈和哥哥到医院去。途中,哥哥漏了东西没拿,又自己转回家。我和妈妈先上去看爸爸。爸爸见我们来了,看起来有些安心。一直以来,我都知道他害怕做手术,毕竟这是一个大手术。

他看见我,好像有好多东西想说,可是都没有说出口。我知道,他想说什么。 早上九点,看着爸爸穿着动手术的衣,睡上病床,被护士开始推进手术室,我心里有种说不出的感觉。我的心,很乱,参杂了担忧,紧张,害怕等等。

哥哥来到医院的时候,楼下的人竟然因为不是探病时间,而一直不让他上来,这是什么道理?!在爸爸身旁的护士说,进行这种大手术,他们会让全部亲人上来,无论多少个都可以。她们还问我楼下的人是什么种族,我说是马来人。她们说她很差,还骂了 babi (如果我没有听错= =)。我才知道原来马来人也会骂这个 = = 

爸爸知道哥哥无法上来,有点无奈。那里的护士也只能不断地为爸爸打气,说他能够很快出来见我们的。爸爸最后也笑笑对护士们说五天后见。目送着爸爸进去,我知道,这一场战他一定能够赢的!之后我们到公园坐下休息及吃东西。到了十二点半(探病时间),我们才到回到那等候病人的房间。在那里的,都是正进行手术的病人们的家人。我们听了几个关于他们的故事。 

有一个男人在星期二进去动手术,出来后不久,流血过多,昨天又动了第二次手术。当天,他的妻子一个人在那里,第一通电话来了,说他丈夫出来了。哪知道不久后,第二通电话再来说他丈夫情况不理想。他也承受不了,又没有人让他诉说,他便自个儿上六楼(心脏病病房)向那里的人哭诉。所以他告诉我们只要第一通电话就够了,千万不要来第二通。 谈着谈着,一个马来女人出来了。他的丈夫中风,进去动手术。结果已经脑死,救不回了。那里在和我们谈天的女人抱着了她,给她安慰。我看见,他们的泪珠已滑到了眼角。那一个场面真的很感伤。。

一群女人守候在外,不断地为在里头动手术的丈夫而担忧。他们做不了什么,但他们互相鼓励及支持对方。我感觉到他们那为了家庭而必须让自己坚强的心酸,也感受到他们身为人妻的心情。 他们还说,一定要找亲人们一起来,不然一个人在那里等待真的会承受不住的。所以,我很庆幸我决定来,没有东西会比我的家人更重要。

今天,我看见妈妈哭了。我知道,其实他也很害怕和担心。他不会马来文,做什么事情都会比较麻烦。我感觉到他的无助,其实他已经尽力去掩饰了。为了这个家,为了我们,他需要假装坚强。这一切,一点都不简单。如果可以,我会要一直陪在他的身边。 我们一直等到四点多,爸爸才完成手术,但还未醒来。我们可以进去看他一下,一次允许两个人进。

Friday, 29 April 2011

Axiata Young Talent Programme 2011 ^^


Yesterday I went to the Axiata centre for the Young Talent Programme's assessment. All I can say is it was really exciting, unforgetable and challenging. It lasted 12 hours and I felt extremely tired after that. But still, I had fun and I enjoyed very much.

I reached there about 7.45am as we required to reach at 8am. I saw quite a lot of people but all of them were new to me >< Luckily, Hong Ken came in. I was like, finally I found someone that I know hahahaha. Nevermind, I knew that I was going to be friend with them soon =) The candidates that came today were about 28 people. Then, we were separated into groups and I was in the Pinky Team lol.

All my teammates were so smart O.O Firstly, we started off with some introduction about Axiata. After that, we went through a TST test. It was to determine your ability to learn and also test your amplitude. This assessment was really fun and challenging. It seemed to be quite easy, but actually it was very very challenging when we were only given 3 minutes to answer 60 questions, 4 minutes to answer 72 questions, etc. The questions were like determine rotation of shapes, calculation and others. It was hard to explain in words, you can ask me personally if you want to know lol. But I would say that you need to balance between your speed and accuracy. Make sure that you are 100% awake!

Then, we sat in groups and started our second assessment. We required to do a survey in KL Central and came out with a product or services. During the survey, we faced the problem that we were being ignored by the people, so we went into Mc Donald and fortunately, the people there were all willing to answer us ^^ Now I knew how the sales felt when they were being rejected by us =P

Besides, we had a variety of assessment like group presentations, board room meeting, individual writting assignment, individual presentation and even debate! Don't think that they are all very hard lol, you will really enjoy them. Well, at least I did =P My group members came out with many brilliant ideas, and all of us presented it well too. I think that the product + service that we came out with were quite outstanding compared to the other 2 team =P We had a long term view instead of limiting our development with a small field haha. I've learnt a lot through this assessment.

During the debate session, it was my first time to debate in English. I did feel nervous but after all, I knew that all would be fine ^^ I learnt the skill of debate and how they presented their points and also came out with points to rebate in a short time. It was really great. Personally, I felt that my group member, Aaron is so awesome. The way he brought out the points, did the starting and conclusion were awesome. He said things like "walk with me, share the vision with me, a thousand miles start with one step.....". All these touched out heart and made us fell into his ideas (but anyway, we were in the same boat haha).

Then, at the end of the individual presentation, the assessor said that I got the courage, some broad ideas and also the maturity. She also agreed with me that I need to improve my presentation skills in English haha. They treated me very good and I really love the way how they assessed us. We learnt through the assessment and we came out to be a better one.

One of them even used my quote during presentation to share with all the participants lol. It was "winners do not need to have the best of everything, they make the best of anything". This is really a nice quote. She told all of us that, we are already a winner as we could get there and went through the assessment. It was already an achievement. It is a reality that scholarships have their own limited spaces, but whether we can get it or not, she believe that all of us presented can succeed in our own ways.

Yea, I believe that too. Your ability to succeed is not depend on which world known university that you enter or how high your grades are. It depends on how you bring yourself out. I brought my camera and took photos there too! (experience from Petronas Camp =P) We shall meet again one day, my friends =D

I feel no regret that I used my whole day and missed 4 classes for being there. I gained an unreplaceable experience there. I know it myself. During this assessment, I have challenged myself to break through my limitation and now, I can do more and aim higher. Thanks to Axiata, all the assessors and also all my teammates. Together we had made a really good team =)

 " Never ever let anyone stops you from being successful, 
 the process must only be yourself and your goals, 
 and there's nothing else in between! " 
 That was what she told us =)

Monday, 18 April 2011

Petronas Eduquest Camp 2011


Well, I'm back to Selangor already ^^

I went to Universiti Teknologi Petronas (UTP) yesterday to attend the camp. Basically, we needed to do tests and interview at there in order to qualify ourselves for the Petronas Scholarship. Let me share my experience and some tips about it =D By that day I received the sms from Petronas, I was thinking whether I should go there. I know this question is kinda stupid. It's a full scholarship for pre-university and degree level, and I was thinking to give up this chance! Alright, don't scold me.

First thing, I did not know how could I get there. It's a long way from here to Perak. Second thing is it was a bit rush as they announced the results quite late. At the end, after listened to my friends and did research online, I decided to go. And I felt very touch when my dad was saying he would fetch me there. It's not so good for him to drive a long distance due to his health condition, but still he was willing to fetch me all the way to Perak T.T

So, I prepared all my stuffs, including two baju kurung borrowed from other people. I departed very early in the morning, it was like 4.30am as we were required to register at 8am. When I reached there, I was quite impressed by the environment of the university. It is a big land with a lake, a mosque on the lake, some other facilities and they actually have a place for kayaking!

Among the participants, there were not many chinese and indian were even less =X I saw Chong Sheng and Valerie too. I guess there were only 3 of us from Catholic High School. It was 2 person in a room and my roommate was Mei Fen, a banana hahaha. The room was quite big and the fan is good enough haha. There were cupboard, table, chair and even a small notice board for each person. The toilet and the bathroom were quite nice and clean too. Just that the room was a bit dirty, I guessed there has been nobody living inside for quite a period of time.

By the way, just a reminder, it is better for girls to wear baju kurung because most of the participants wore that. Then, we headed to the Chansellor Hall. The hall and their library are so so so awesome~~~ If anyone of you got the chance to go to UTP, must make a visit to their Chansellor Hall, library and also the mosque. I only got the chance to go to the Chansellor Hall, I wished that I could enter the library too >< They have around six level book shelves inside, can you imagine how many books they have inside?! O.O Anyway, back to the topic lol.

We were being introduced about Petronas and also the scholarship. If you get the scholarship, after you have finished your studies, you will have bonding with Petronas and serve them for 5 years. If you are not employed, maybe because they have enough employees or you do not meet their requirement, you will have to pay back 20% of the amount of scholarship to them. Lastly, if you break the contract, you will need to pay back 100%. The scholarship will cover the living fees, computer loan, instrument, books and also allowance for thesis, industrial training and at the end of studies. If you achieve good results (CGPA > 3.5) or get top award from competition, you will get reward in term of $$ too =P

After that, we handed in our documents. If you do not certify the documents or you left out some, do not be panic haha. They will certify for you (but you must bring the original copy) and you can actually fax back the left out documents to them after you go back home. One thing important is when you are filling the application form online, do make sure that you have the certificates for every activities or posts that you fill in. I know there are people saying that we can put in extra certificates when you do research on internet, but for this year they emphasized many times that we should only hand in the relevant documents. So, I don't think we should put in extras.

Then, we had some tests throughout this two days. Firstly, we had our MST (Maths & Science Test). It was about Add Math, Physics and Chemistry during Form 4 & 5, 30 objective questions in an hour and no formulaes were provided. So, for the people who will be attending the camp, better study a bit before you go XD By the way, for those who go for finance, accounting and economics, we only need to take the Add Maths Test. In other word, I got exemption from taking the Science test, whee~~~ ^^

Next would be the value profiling. It was not an exam, it was just a test to determine your personality. That's all for the first day. Oh yea, we got our number for interview at the night, mine was C-13-4. C was the group, 13 was the panel and 4 was your turn to answer. I was trying to find the people who had the same panel with me but I could only find one >< For today, I (Group C and D) did my tests in the morning and interview in the afternoon whereas Group A and B did otherwise. The first one was EPT (English Placement Test), 50 question in an hour. It was like our SPM English and all were objectives. I felt that was quite alright.

Then, it came to CRT (Critical Reasoning Test). It seperated to two parts : Diagrammatic Series and Verbal Evaluation. The Verbal Evaluation was 60 questions in 30 minutes. It was to measure your understanding of opinions and information of the passage. You would need to read quite a number of passages and answer whether the statements given were true, false or you cannot say. Honestly, I didn't really have enough time to complete it. You will need the passage clearly and in a fast speed. When you are answering the questions, do not take a long time to think, just follow your hunch =) For the Diagrammatic Series, it was 40 questions in 20 minutes. Basically, it was to measure your analytical and sequencing skill. You would be given 5 diagrams and you needed to choose the sixth diagram. If you can identify the techniques to do, there would not be any problem, just that the time was very limited.

Lastly, it would be the interview. We were required to do a case study and give our opinions and recommendation. My group (Group C)got the title of "Education Policy". We were required to present it individually, following by the discussion and come out with the policy. I was in panel 13. I was in the same team with 3 Malay guys (pity right? ><) lol. They were Farhan, Syafiz and Wan. They were all so friendly and good to me, thank God =P

So, I entered the room and my interviewers were two Malay guy. They looked quite good lol. I briefly introduced myself and then presented my ideas. They tried to provote me but luckily I managed to answer and they said that I got the points =P Then, we went in as a team. We shared our ideas and discussed to get the best way out. I think we did it quite well. At the end of it, we were saying thanking you and the 3 guys were shaking hand with them. I felt a bit awkward in that situation lol. It was because I could not shake with them, they are not allowed to come in contact with different gender. Nevermind, it's alright.

After all, I felt quite released. I started to pack my things and prepare to go home. We took the bus from UTP, then took the Starline to KL Sentral. Initially, I was wondering not to go because of transport problem. But now, I feel glad that I've made a right choice. I've gained a lot from there. I met a lot of new friends in this camp, I even met 3 friends that went to the Penang Camp three years ago! Of course not forgetting my roommate, Mei Fen, she is really a good friend lol. Hope to see her again ^^. Oh yea! I forgot to bring my camera ><

When we say "cannot", 
We are actually saying the "can" before the "not" =)

Friday, 15 April 2011

JPA Scholarship Interview ^.^


As stated at the title, I went for JPA Scholarship interview today =) Overall I would say it was quite alright, just that I got a bit stuck when I was answering in BM =P

Oh yea, I wore baju kurung to the interview, it was my first time since I participated in the performance during kindergarten!! A big thank you to Amiera (my coursemate) ^^ By the time I asked her, she said yes without any further consideration. She is awesome~ I will be meeting her at the Petronas Eduquest Camp on Sunday, all the best to both of us =D 

Here, I would like to share my experience today. I think it could be useful as a reference for those who are interested in applying JPA in the future. My interview started at 2.45pm and I was requested to reach there half an hour earlier to register. There were clear directions for us, so do not need to worry that you cannot find the block. When I reached there, I started to find my name on the white board. I was in panel 10 and I was the first batch to interview after they came back for lunch. I met shan en, yeo jia ying and kai lun lol!! I believe that they could do well =)

Then, I went to upstairs. We needed to gather in a room and hand over our certificates for review. They gave us a number tag and I got number 2. I introduced and communicated with the candidates who were in the same group with me. Yea, you would need to do that so that you got to know each other better. It will be easier for you to do group discussion with them during interview.

My group consisted of 3 chinese girl (including me), 1 chinese boy and 1 malay boy. We are interested in different field such as finance, business management, pharmacist, natural science and engineering. After that, we entered the interview room. My interviewers were all Malays (1 lady and 2 guy) but they were very nice and friendly. They guided us and clearified some misunderstandings to us. There were laughing throughout the whole process, it was not as serious and tension as I thought it would be ( was this a good thing? ) =P

They asked us a few questions as below :
1) Introduce yourself in English, you need to include your name, school, family background, activities in school. (Talk about your achievement at different field to show that you are an all rounder, remember to mention about your involvements and achievements that you wrote in your online application form. If not, they will ask you why you did not mention ??? that you wrote.)

2) Why do you want to study this subject? (As a reminder, sastera ikhtisas means finance or economy, actuarial science is not included. They clearified that for me hahaha)

3) Which country do you want to go to and why? (Do some research about the country that you want to go and target an university that you wish to enter. They will ask you about that to determine your passion and planning for your respective course)

4) What if JPA offer you to study in local but not overseas, will you still accept?

5) Group Discussion in BM: Selepas kamu menamatkan pengajian di luar negara, apakah sumbangan yang dapat kamu berikan dalam membangunkan ekonomi negara? (there was a programme name for the economy that our government has invented but I could not remember what it was. Four of us did not know anything about the programme, luckily the malay guy knew about it =P )

These were all they had asked. It seemed to be less but my interview lasted for almost one hour (much longer than others O.O). There were also a few things that you need to focus on:
- Practice your speaking in English and BM, you will definitely be tested on both of it

- When they ask in BM, then you will need to answer in BM, same goes for English

- For girls, when they mention formal attire, it is always better for you to wear baju kurung or collar shirt with pants. Do not wear slipper.(There was people wearing skirt and slipper today but they still can enter the interview, I guess they were not too strict this year. Anyway, it will always be better that you present yourself well in front if the interviewers.)

- Do some research about your course (where to study and why, how is the process, why it will be needed, how can you contribute)

- Prepare your documents and file them up according to the sequence. Remember certify your documents that they requested before you go to the interview. (There was one guy came with documents that have not been certified, I did not know how he ended up with but I guess that would not give a good impression to the one who was responsible for checking the documents)

- Do not be nervous during the interview (I know it is hard but just do your best)

- Say things that you have confirmed, try to relate some current issues with your points

- Greet the interviewers and shake their hand before you leave (Shake with the interviewers that are same gender with you as some of the Malays actually cannot come in contact with people that are different gender.)

- Do not ask the interviewers questions about the process of JPA like when will the results release, will we get notify or what should I do if I want to change course. They will not know as they only in charge of the interview session. You can get answers for these from the workers in charge of checking documents.

- Last but not least, smile =D

I think that's all for today. Addition to it, Chun Kit and Win Yen, there's no problem with my voice hahahahaha. In fact, the other two chinese girls were asking whether I have involved in public speaking XDD JPA scholarship is done, next will be Petronas Eduquest Camp on coming Sunday. Emm..... I should have stayed more calm and tried to think more solid points. Nevermind, I know that I have tried my best.

Whether I can get it or not, it depends on God and the interviewers' decisions. But of course I wish and I pray that I can get it so that I no need to worry about money problem for my future studies. Anyway, I hope that this can give a little guidance to the future candidates. All the best to the candidates went for 2010 JPA Scholarships!

Hope separates the quitters today from the winners tomorrow =)

Wednesday, 13 April 2011

My First TimeS


After I finished my class at 4.30pm, Ruby and I went to the power studio.

Yea, I signed up as a dance club member =P I remember very well that when I was young, I like to sing, dance, draw and play music instruments. All of them basically are from the art field, just that my family does not have the money for me to learn. So I switched to the science field especially to the maths world which made me who I am today. I never regret as I know I am born with the way of thinking and the skills that suitable for the number world (of course not as professional as the mathematicians, just the way of doing business i think? =P) I believe the God will know which is the best for me =)

Despite all these, deep in my heart I am still waiting for the chance to learn all these. So now, I will start with dancing. We waited until 5.30pm for the class and the teacher intoduced herself to us. Ruby told me that she is a very experienced dance instructor O.O I did not know who are the people they were mentioning, but I can see their reputation through the face of the people around me. It seemed like I have a good intructor here ^^

We started with some basic warm up. She said that we must learn how to dance before we really go into different type of dancing. So, she taught us the basic steps of dancing. All of us did pretty well =) Ruby and I left at 6pm before the class end as we needed to go to the next round --> badminton match. Do not look at me like wow~ O.O lol!!!

It was my first time. We registered just to have fun and gain experience. When we reached the MPH (Multi Purpose Hall), the matches had already started with man single and mix double. Those people were all with good skills and techniques. I guess I no need to tell how our match ended up hahahahaha. Nevertheless, it was a great experience =)

 The next time you see me, 
 I will definitely do better than how I did =D

Monday, 11 April 2011

Just An Ordinary Day =)


It started with going to school at 7.30am. Honestly, I felt pretty tired as I worked for the whole day yesterday. When I reached home, I went to sleep after I finished my stuffs. Then, I woke up at 4.30am to complete my assignments and prepare for my account test. Yea, working is tiring but I will continue with it. I do enjoy and have fun during working time, at the same time I can earn money too ^^

During the management class, Miss Zurina shared something with us. Last week, there was a forum held for the july intake students, it was about sex. There were three panels, one of them is transsexual, another woman has forced by her husband to become a sex worker while the last one is a homosexual. Three of them are HIV positive.

They shared their experience with the students and all of them had a hard life. Miss Zurina repeated the sentence said by the panels to us,"We had a dream, we had a dream that we could sit at the place that all of you are sitting". I believe that what they said had touched all the students' heart. Normally, people used to have prejudice towards them. Well, that is not including me, I do have friends that are homosexual lol.

By the way, my main point is not about this. My main point is do the people ever try to understand how they feel before having a preconception towards them? All of them are human as us, they become like this because of different reasons. But I believe that all of them will hope to live a normal life like us.

I know sometimes it is hard for people to be with them as we will worry to get infected by some diseases. But at least we should try to help them get out of their hard lives instead of isolate them. They need help and they are hoping that we can lend a hand. A little help that we give will make a great inference to them. THEY belong to US. WE are the same.

 An ordinary day for us, is a special day for them.